Hey all!
Yeah, again, I realise I've not updated in a fair while. Heh, I guess I've not really got much of an excuse either, so I'll just say I'm slack.
Mmm, well lately I've been thinking a lot (not that that's abnormal), yet it seems I'm coming to realise just how much God has changed me over the past year or so. I think the first time I honestly gave my life to God would have been sometime last year, though I can't give a date. Until now I've not really noticed much, but just the last few days it's almost been like I'm seeing everything in a totally different light.
Now I can see when I look back, that even the totally crappy times of my past all led towards something. And that's a totally amazing feeling. Sure, a lot of my past still hurts, but I know now that it was all for a reason.
Just like Momiji (one of my fav characters in some anime my brother and I have been watching) put it, "All of my memories are precious to me. Sure, a lot of it hurts, and maybe will for years yet, but I know that one day, I'll be strong enough to hold each and every one of them. So, until then, I'm just going to hold on."