Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Dreaming my dreams 4:47 PM // 0 dreamers

Hey all!

Yeah, again, I realise I've not updated in a fair while. Heh, I guess I've not really got much of an excuse either, so I'll just say I'm slack.

Mmm, well lately I've been thinking a lot (not that that's abnormal), yet it seems I'm coming to realise just how much God has changed me over the past year or so. I think the first time I honestly gave my life to God would have been sometime last year, though I can't give a date. Until now I've not really noticed much, but just the last few days it's almost been like I'm seeing everything in a totally different light.

Now I can see when I look back, that even the totally crappy times of my past all led towards something. And that's a totally amazing feeling. Sure, a lot of my past still hurts, but I know now that it was all for a reason.

Just like Momiji (one of my fav characters in some anime my brother and I have been watching) put it, "All of my memories are precious to me. Sure, a lot of it hurts, and maybe will for years yet, but I know that one day, I'll be strong enough to hold each and every one of them. So, until then, I'm just going to hold on."

that girl

  • the dreamer--the lover--the searcher--the friend--the individual--the muso--the forgiven--the blogger

loves

  • || Music || Simplicity || Dreaming || Laughter || Friends || Freedom || Expression || Truth || Fun || Individuality || My super-hero ---> || [[Jesus Christ]] || ||

them

  • Designer's Portfolio
  • Chris, Nachmankes owner. Dribbles on about...well, stuff!
  • Luke. Random, Creative, Funny. who knows what to expect next?
  • Angie. Really Amynta. Look out for the Latin Hampsters!
  • Ryaarrn. He doesn't really say much, but somehow still gets comments...
  • 'Shae'. The Smiling Anti-emo!
  • Holly. Join the epidemic!
  • Harry frullet and Charnstar. Parodies. Worth a look every once in a while!
  • Frullet. Talks too much.
  • Harry. THE insomniac boy. If anyone knows how to find something to do at insane hours of the morning, its him.
  • Sara. Music, Lists and Snowmen.
  • Laura. Turt the turtle is here!
  • Tiph. Our very own supernanny!
  • Lerchy. The one and only.
  • Ponyboy. Definately worth a read.

looking back

  • May 2007
  • April 2007
  • March 2007
  • February 2007
  • January 2007
  • December 2006
  • November 2006
  • September 2006
  • August 2006
  • July 2006
  • June 2006
  • May 2006

We all wanna be ourselves and express our thoughts and feelings. Show the world whats really going on in your head. How you really feel. Say what you really wanna say. Forget everything else. Forget it all...None of it matters anymore. You are who you are and nobody can change that. Ever. Never lose hope, cause its always there. Never give up faith. Make the most of what you have, cause it's not gonna last. If today was your last, would that be good enough for you...?