Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Dreaming my dreams 6:20 PM // 0 dreamers

This place, this world. Its so full of anger and hate and pain. Everywhere I look, there's depression and suffering.

I gotta thank God that I've got an escape from all this. Without him, It's guaranteed i woulda been dead years ago. He's the only thing that keep me going...

Monday, February 19, 2007

Dreaming my dreams 9:32 PM // 0 dreamers

rawr, yeh its me again.

I really shouldn't be up and typing right now, since i'm so darn tired, and still have heapsa homework, but yet again, i'm not gonna be able to sleep for a while yet. I don't actually know why i've been having so much trouble sleeping lately...Ah well, i'm probablyjust thinking too much.

You know, It's amazing how hard it is to forgive yourself sometimes. You do something, and then afterwards you just regret it so much. Eventually you forget all about it, then it comes back to haunt you, and again, you're mad at yourself and full of regret all over again. Familiar situation at all?

And to think that someone who is so much higher than us, someone who isn't a stupid worthless sinner, someone who is perfect, died for us. Each and every one of us.

*sigh*
So much I'll never understand.

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Dreaming my dreams 10:19 AM // 2 dreamers

Hey...

Well it seems that absolutely noone is even coming here anymore. yet again. ah well...
I'm currently aching sore and still feeling sick from last night, and trying to come up with some sort of idea for a program design for rally (like the rally version of the fat and im sposed to design it...) but im totally blank, so somethin tells me ill be here for a while.

No, wait, actually, scratch that, I just had some random idea and it looks alright, so alls good.

So...back to school and everythings pretty much back to how it was at the end of the year, cept for my subjects. My worst subjects would probably, again, be science. I'm doin two science subjects. Forensics, which isnt too bad really, just is an awful lot of writing and I have a kinda boring teacher, And Academy, which is supposedly prep science, but we do a fair bit of extra work and next semester, go into the accelerated program so that by the end of year 12, our class woulda done 2 uni subjects. So that's probably my least fav subject at the moment, cause we're doing chemistry theory, and our teacher, yet again, isn't really that exciting, so all in all ends with a fairly boring lesson. Lunch breaks and stuff seem really weird now that two of our friends have left, and a fair few only stay with our group for 5-10mins then go other random places. One of the guys from our group, troy (who came along to one80 last night), left the school, and Billy bush has totally left school now cause he's got himself a full time job, so with those two missing, it's quite weird, but I guess we'll get used to it eventually.

Ah well, since I'm not really saying anything of much importance and mums gonna be home soon, I'll be off now. Angie out.

that girl

  • the dreamer--the lover--the searcher--the friend--the individual--the muso--the forgiven--the blogger

loves

  • || Music || Simplicity || Dreaming || Laughter || Friends || Freedom || Expression || Truth || Fun || Individuality || My super-hero ---> || [[Jesus Christ]] || ||

them

  • Designer's Portfolio
  • Chris, Nachmankes owner. Dribbles on about...well, stuff!
  • Luke. Random, Creative, Funny. who knows what to expect next?
  • Angie. Really Amynta. Look out for the Latin Hampsters!
  • Ryaarrn. He doesn't really say much, but somehow still gets comments...
  • 'Shae'. The Smiling Anti-emo!
  • Holly. Join the epidemic!
  • Harry frullet and Charnstar. Parodies. Worth a look every once in a while!
  • Frullet. Talks too much.
  • Harry. THE insomniac boy. If anyone knows how to find something to do at insane hours of the morning, its him.
  • Sara. Music, Lists and Snowmen.
  • Laura. Turt the turtle is here!
  • Tiph. Our very own supernanny!
  • Lerchy. The one and only.
  • Ponyboy. Definately worth a read.

looking back

  • May 2007
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  • February 2007
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  • December 2006
  • November 2006
  • September 2006
  • August 2006
  • July 2006
  • June 2006
  • May 2006

We all wanna be ourselves and express our thoughts and feelings. Show the world whats really going on in your head. How you really feel. Say what you really wanna say. Forget everything else. Forget it all...None of it matters anymore. You are who you are and nobody can change that. Ever. Never lose hope, cause its always there. Never give up faith. Make the most of what you have, cause it's not gonna last. If today was your last, would that be good enough for you...?