Hey all who bother to read this. Dunno why I'm writing all this, but i guess i haven't really got much better to do, n its probably better for me to write about it rather than just think about it...
Lately i seem to have an awful lot on my mind, so consequently never seem to get around to updating here so often...
This would have to be my first Christmas holidays that I'm actually wishing could be over already. I've so far managed to escape meeting up with a 'friend' of mine, but I know that by the end of the holidays, I will see him at least once. Right now I don't even wanna think about how thats gonna go...The last time i saw him was nearly a year ago now, on CYC camp last christmas holidays, and long story short, he liked me a lot more than a friend. Since then, I've changed a lot, and grown a fair bit spiritually, and I've come to realise that i did a lot of stupid things, and now i have to explain all this to him...So camp this year is not gonna be the best if he's there, which he most likely will be since he goes every year, and I'm just hanging on for this to be over and done with.
But anyways, I'm still alive.
Hope you all enjoy your holidays.