Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Dreaming my dreams 5:51 PM // 4 dreamers

Hey all who bother to read this. Dunno why I'm writing all this, but i guess i haven't really got much better to do, n its probably better for me to write about it rather than just think about it...

Lately i seem to have an awful lot on my mind, so consequently never seem to get around to updating here so often...

This would have to be my first Christmas holidays that I'm actually wishing could be over already. I've so far managed to escape meeting up with a 'friend' of mine, but I know that by the end of the holidays, I will see him at least once. Right now I don't even wanna think about how thats gonna go...The last time i saw him was nearly a year ago now, on CYC camp last christmas holidays, and long story short, he liked me a lot more than a friend. Since then, I've changed a lot, and grown a fair bit spiritually, and I've come to realise that i did a lot of stupid things, and now i have to explain all this to him...So camp this year is not gonna be the best if he's there, which he most likely will be since he goes every year, and I'm just hanging on for this to be over and done with.

But anyways, I'm still alive.

Hope you all enjoy your holidays.

Monday, December 04, 2006

Blah...

Dreaming my dreams 7:57 PM // 3 dreamers

Yes, okay, well i seem to be talking to myself here.

one80 camp. Was awesome. Was painful. Was fun. Was crazy. Was exhausting. Was wet. Was "dumb ninja-ish." Was near sleepless. Was one80...at a campsite for a weekend.

Aaaaaaand, I broke my camera =(

So i couldnt get a photo of the 5 snugglebugs...

Dad's already tried pulling it apart and fixing it, and not succeeded. So I'm hoping I may be able to find a good camera for a decent price and use the money my nan gives me for christmas and my birthday to get it. Either that or I might get myself a second pair of chucks. Maybe a hot pink pair. Or maybe a distortion pedal for the guitar. Or maybe some new CDs. Who knows?

If anyone bothers to read this/ comment, leave ya camp stories, or stories of your weekend. And Christmas wish lists! =P

that girl

  • the dreamer--the lover--the searcher--the friend--the individual--the muso--the forgiven--the blogger

loves

  • || Music || Simplicity || Dreaming || Laughter || Friends || Freedom || Expression || Truth || Fun || Individuality || My super-hero ---> || [[Jesus Christ]] || ||

them

  • Designer's Portfolio
  • Chris, Nachmankes owner. Dribbles on about...well, stuff!
  • Luke. Random, Creative, Funny. who knows what to expect next?
  • Angie. Really Amynta. Look out for the Latin Hampsters!
  • Ryaarrn. He doesn't really say much, but somehow still gets comments...
  • 'Shae'. The Smiling Anti-emo!
  • Holly. Join the epidemic!
  • Harry frullet and Charnstar. Parodies. Worth a look every once in a while!
  • Frullet. Talks too much.
  • Harry. THE insomniac boy. If anyone knows how to find something to do at insane hours of the morning, its him.
  • Sara. Music, Lists and Snowmen.
  • Laura. Turt the turtle is here!
  • Tiph. Our very own supernanny!
  • Lerchy. The one and only.
  • Ponyboy. Definately worth a read.

looking back

  • May 2007
  • April 2007
  • March 2007
  • February 2007
  • January 2007
  • December 2006
  • November 2006
  • September 2006
  • August 2006
  • July 2006
  • June 2006
  • May 2006

We all wanna be ourselves and express our thoughts and feelings. Show the world whats really going on in your head. How you really feel. Say what you really wanna say. Forget everything else. Forget it all...None of it matters anymore. You are who you are and nobody can change that. Ever. Never lose hope, cause its always there. Never give up faith. Make the most of what you have, cause it's not gonna last. If today was your last, would that be good enough for you...?