Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Well, I'm tired, sore, pretty much dead, yet great!

I'm not even sure exactly why, but for whatever reason, I've been on top of the world the last few days.
Anyway, I might not be posting up here for a while after this, cause I'm gonna be really busy in the next few weeks.

Actually, I've already been really busy the last few weeks. Last tuesday night was cav road idol, basically a school talent quest, and the band I'm in with some school mates, Stronghold, well won best band. So since that, we've been being dragged around having to perform for all sorts of things, and I'm getting really really sick of the song we've been playing lol. Not that I really liked it in the first place, but that's my own fault. Also, I've got the school musical next week, so I've been flatout having practices for that recently.

Then there's school. That always keeps me busy.

Anyway, I'm really bummed at the moment cause I really want my camera, but being the idiot I am, I left it at one80 last week. It's fun complaining! =P

But yeah, apart from that, there's not really much going on around here.

Man my blogs are boring...

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Hey all!

Yeah, again, I realise I've not updated in a fair while. Heh, I guess I've not really got much of an excuse either, so I'll just say I'm slack.

Mmm, well lately I've been thinking a lot (not that that's abnormal), yet it seems I'm coming to realise just how much God has changed me over the past year or so. I think the first time I honestly gave my life to God would have been sometime last year, though I can't give a date. Until now I've not really noticed much, but just the last few days it's almost been like I'm seeing everything in a totally different light.

Now I can see when I look back, that even the totally crappy times of my past all led towards something. And that's a totally amazing feeling. Sure, a lot of my past still hurts, but I know now that it was all for a reason.

Just like Momiji (one of my fav characters in some anime my brother and I have been watching) put it, "All of my memories are precious to me. Sure, a lot of it hurts, and maybe will for years yet, but I know that one day, I'll be strong enough to hold each and every one of them. So, until then, I'm just going to hold on."

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

First and last times...

Wow...

Tonight's the last tuesday night I'll spend here in this house, today was my last day of school for the next week, half an hour ago was the last time I'll see my doggy for the next week, tomorrow's the last day I've got to pack. Yet, thursday's gonna be the first time I've ever been to Melbourne and tried krispy kremes!

Haha, and thursdays also mums first time on a plane. Dunno how that's gonna go...

So yeah, tomorrow I'm not at school, then thursday around midday I'm getting on the plane to Melbourne. So I miss my birthday party on friday. Then on saturday, my uncles getting married! So exciting!!

It's actually pretty amazing how many things I've never done when I think about it. So many things yet to do.

Hmmmmm, what're some things people wanna do? Like goals, and just random things you wanna do.

I'll start off. I wanna go skydiving, bungee jumping, make it to the top of that silly wall that noone could climb at urban climb, go to bible college, and live for God.

Peace out!

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Hey okay enough with all my emoness!

Actually, pretty ironic, now I'm happy but dressed like an emo!

So noone comments here, so I get permission to blab on!

Ima not comin to Vacc tonight cause im gonna go see two of my school friends get baptised at GCC. Also, if I like it there at GCC, I been thinking i might start going there more often for night services. No way I'm gonna miss Mike speaking though!! I just kinda feel like I wanna go somewhere a little bit more upbeat at the moment, and from what my friends have told me, GCC is just that. Even if it is a megachurch.

Moving house is slowly happening, and my rooms now feeling like a fortress. Sitting here at the computer, I'm half surrounded by a wall of boxes. But at least we're getting there. Slowly.

And it's now...11 days till I go to melbourne!

Well peace out all!
-Angie

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Wow. I can't believe how darn tired I am.

I had to have a vaccination at school yesterday (tetanus, whooping cough and something else random) and so that's like totally screwed me up, plus i've not been sleeping properly yet again. So yeah, I've been totally out of it and basically on auto all day.

I can't even remember half of what i've done for the day.

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

This place, this world. Its so full of anger and hate and pain. Everywhere I look, there's depression and suffering.

I gotta thank God that I've got an escape from all this. Without him, It's guaranteed i woulda been dead years ago. He's the only thing that keep me going...

Monday, February 19, 2007

rawr, yeh its me again.

I really shouldn't be up and typing right now, since i'm so darn tired, and still have heapsa homework, but yet again, i'm not gonna be able to sleep for a while yet. I don't actually know why i've been having so much trouble sleeping lately...Ah well, i'm probablyjust thinking too much.

You know, It's amazing how hard it is to forgive yourself sometimes. You do something, and then afterwards you just regret it so much. Eventually you forget all about it, then it comes back to haunt you, and again, you're mad at yourself and full of regret all over again. Familiar situation at all?

And to think that someone who is so much higher than us, someone who isn't a stupid worthless sinner, someone who is perfect, died for us. Each and every one of us.

*sigh*
So much I'll never understand.

that girl

• the dreamer--the lover--the searcher--the friend--the individual--the muso--the forgiven--the blogger

loves

• || Music || Simplicity || Dreaming || Laughter || Friends || Freedom || Expression || Truth || Fun || Individuality || My super-hero ---> || [[Jesus Christ]] || ||

them

• Designer's Portfolio
• Chris, Nachmankes owner. Dribbles on about...well, stuff!
• Luke. Random, Creative, Funny. who knows what to expect next?
• Angie. Really Amynta. Look out for the Latin Hampsters!
• Ryaarrn. He doesn't really say much, but somehow still gets comments...
• 'Shae'. The Smiling Anti-emo!
• Holly. Join the epidemic!
• Harry frullet and Charnstar. Parodies. Worth a look every once in a while!
• Frullet. Talks too much.
• Harry. THE insomniac boy. If anyone knows how to find something to do at insane hours of the morning, its him.
• Sara. Music, Lists and Snowmen.
• Laura. Turt the turtle is here!
• Tiph. Our very own supernanny!
• Lerchy. The one and only.
• Ponyboy. Definately worth a read.

looking back

• May 2007
• April 2007
• March 2007
• February 2007
• January 2007
• December 2006
• November 2006
• September 2006
• August 2006
• July 2006
• June 2006
• May 2006

We all wanna be ourselves and express our thoughts and feelings. Show the world whats really going on in your head. How you really feel. Say what you really wanna say. Forget everything else. Forget it all...None of it matters anymore. You are who you are and nobody can change that. Ever. Never lose hope, cause its always there. Never give up faith. Make the most of what you have, cause it's not gonna last. If today was your last, would that be good enough for you...?